it only gets harder the more that you know,,
& Saturday, February 25, 2006
i'll blog when im sad, seldom does so when im happy. And yes im sad now, bloody sad but no it dosen make any difference. i wonder how am i suppose to live in this sadness until As. i wish we're still fooling around because that would mean love in a free will. it saddens me to think nothing of that sort will happen now. it makes me sadder when he said tt we're frens? or wadeva. Do i like him? i dont know. i really dont. And i dont think i would wanna know. It will just complicate matters more.
( 3:40 PM )