it only gets harder the more that you know,,
& Tuesday, November 01, 2005
i noe i acted like a spolit brat yesterdae. but i cant help it. an outing supposedly between me and peny suddenly became an outing between her and cindy. so in the end they left at 12.30am. leaving me with him. not tt im complaining but the inital plan wasnt like tt. and there they are complaining how the vodka lime tasted like soda lime and y didnt the drinks get them high. i was like.. erm okay.. becos first of all we didnt even pay for it. secondly i was abit embarrassed by tt fact tt he paid for them. the drinks jus kept coming, like free flow of shots and jugs of vodka and they thought it was on the house or smth when its not.
after they left. i saw alastair, a senior from gan eng seng. he was sitting at the bar counter staring into space. or so i think. talked a lil. i thought i was acting perfectly normal until he told me e next dae i actually held on to alastair's hand n his fren's hand to stable myself. lols. funny. i hoped no one i noe saw me yesterdae. it must have been a funny sight.
still. im peeved at the fact peny honey left me. at the same time feeling sorry for the way i acted =(
( 6:38 PM )