it only gets harder the more that you know,,
& Thursday, October 13, 2005
got back my results. O O O. how great
and it meant i don meet the criteria to retake the papers
my fate will be determined by the teachers
which i don think many would help speak up for me
going poly is realli not bad. just tt i'll be wasting one year
i spent one hr in chi lesson thinking wad my life will become if i decided to go poly
i can withdraw from jj tml
spend the rest of the months until next april slacking
or doing things i like
and if its realli too boring
i can find a job or smth
or i can rent all the vcds to watch
play all the tennis i wan
wipe out all the jc notes in my room
i noe my interest dosen lie in math nor chem nor econs
all these are dead subjects
but i do not noe wad i wan out of life
so wad if i graduated from jj. i sae IF
i dunno wad to major in U
i dunno wad i wan as a job
ppl might sae its too early to think of such stuffs
but as far i can see
im jus trying to follow the footsteps of all others
trying to pass promos n den As and followed by Uni
im in no mood to do anything now
don feel like going to sch until i noe if i can retake
it'll be good if i can
but i guess i won grieve even if i cant
the feeling is jus neutral u noe..
jace gave an encouragement. accidentally. she mentioned her fren withdrew from NJ even b4 their promos started
( 6:29 PM )