it only gets harder the more that you know,,
& Saturday, September 17, 2005
im starting to have sleepin problems again =( jus cant seem to fall asleep in the night.
hmm.. looking at jiayu and ch, jacelyn and zx.. makes me feel weird. i cant understand how love is such a great source of energy, motivation and courage. not anymore. if it was 3 years ago, i would have totally understood. how happy and blessed the feeling love can bring.
but that was ages back.. now i could not comprehend why. im numbed to my surroundings and it makes me think tt im a cold un-feeling creature. which... isnt realli a bad thing afterall
( 3:00 AM )
