it only gets harder the more that you know,,
& Sunday, July 17, 2005
stayed at home 2 daes in a row. bored. was supposed to meet jace and jy to happy. but jy's sick. and tot i could go study with penny they all at holland v. and it was cancelled too! oh my.. wad a dae...
being at home isnt realli that bad tho. its so quiet and everything.like it this way. but sometimes boredom is soo unbearable.
was discussing with jace and jy in the afternoon abt where to go but it ended up with no decision made. and jy's kinda mad with jace with her indecisiveness. hmm.. the feeling's weird. first time a small little conflict happened amongst us. but guess it'll be ok by tml. so yupp..
it feels weird to not hearing my hp ring as often. feels weird to not receive ur sms. feels weird to watch ESPN alone. feels weird to not look forward to saturdaes anymore. feels werid to not long for F1 race. but i guess these are all the consequnces i havta bear for making that decision. it wasnt a difficult decision to make after all. after wad jiali told me. and after reading the things u blog in e past. how i wished jiali would've told me these earlier. den i wouldn't be under some illusion for so long. but somehow.... i wished i hadn't ask her..
( 4:25 PM )