it only gets harder the more that you know,,
& Sunday, July 24, 2005
sometimes i wonder. how great it would be if i hadn't given up on certain things. like piano. japanese. canoeing. these things were my life. were. and now i miss them dearly. esp canoeing. when i tot abt wad happened in sec sch, canoeing days are the the ones i think abt. i havta admit i realli miss it. it was a rash and stupid decision.
im starting to regret all the decisions i'd made b4. always seem to be making the wrong choices. going the wrong way. everything's wrong. wonder when i could ever get things right...
it saddens me to think..
( 1:49 PM )
